BEN doesn't want this... he wants to be in peace, he wants to be set free of his misunderstood followers. He isn't really a demon, no, he's being told to do all these horrible things. Basically mindwashed, then told other things to follow.
On the inside, he's screaming for someone to save him, to set him free, to care about him. But on the outside, he's hurting everyone.He doesn't mean to, he's very sorry. Just try to help me set him free.